Thursday, December 29, 2005

Extracts from my life...

Nov-6th 2004, PUNE

In the afternoon when i was surfing the net, checking my mails and goin thro all the possible websites on earth, altho i m not that good at research and no surprises i dint come out with any great thing as such. i logged into yahoo messenger and checked if someone was online to chat with but i found no1. i was scrolling thro the list of friends on the messenger when something actually caught my attention. it was none other than one of my schoolmate (whom i never talked to). she wasnt online but then something inside, told me to mail her and try talkin to her.

Flashback/ Introduction

it was not that we dint talk ever coz we had some dispute durin our school days but it was probly coz of the kind of group that i had and the kind of (so called) friends that i had during my school days. i am talking abt a small town in Jharkhand (BIHAR before 15th Nov.1999) which is known as Bokaro Steel City. mine was a Christian Missionary School. well this girl that i m talkin about joined school when i was in the 8th grade. she had come from some distant place abt which probly everyone had heard but never been. well coming back to the story, the guys in my class including me were quite immature.(after all that was not the age wen we can actually get matured at the age of 13-14) this new girl had serious problem with our national lingo (Hindi), not coz she was sum firang but coz she was from a place where hindi was an international language probly.

so guys in the class got a chance to always tease her and take her case.(Remember!!! i m included in this GUYS group). there were some so called very close frends of mine those days (whom i ve lost touch with) who were so much against this girl that every prank they played was on her. i, to be very frank, dint like it from within but then since they were my(so called) frends and she was new(female) i had no choices but to be a part of that group (but not active).i juz laughed over those things. as a matter of fact, if i went against the guyz and supported this new female i would have also become a target along with this female. so in order to save myself we always created pain in this gals life. altho to be very frank, probly i liked this gal quite a lot from day1("huge crush"!!!) but had no guts to even talk to her, forget abt anything else (confessing).Especially, with the kind of classmates that i had. another very close frend of mine also had the big crush on her but then his was a different case. i donno if he is now, but till good couple of years back he was a big FLIRT. never mind...none of my business...

Nov 6th 2004 continued…

well so I mailed her in the anticipation of getting into talkin terms wid her with my mobile no. so that if she feels I m actually tryin to get into good terms with her she wud SMS me and pobly call me online sumday to chat with her. To my surprise the very next evening (7th Nov 2004) I recvd a msg from some no. which said “if u can come online now, I would like to chat with u. u must have understood by now who’s msg is it so I m not writing my name”. i immediately understood that it was none other than her. I immediately sent her a positive reply sayin: “I ll b online in few moments”. i logged in immediately at the nearest cyber cafĂ© and waited for her to log on. She joined in within 5 minutes. I had to apologise to her for everything that happened in the past and explain her every bit of wat had happened and. It was not an easy job but then I m an excellent marketer :-) great at convincing people. I had never thought that I wud be in talkin terms with her ever but then I feel luck does favour me a good no. of times when I actually do things with true dedication…I cherish my relationship with her as she is one who is closest to me as of now…

I donno why have i written this but then YES...this is one of the best things that happened in my life and I am very glad to have some1 great with me....CHEERS!!!

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Even I join the rooster club....

I might not be that great in writing like my friends Aakarsh, Baala, Govind, Sanjay, etc. but i would definitely like to pen down my thoughts and join the same league as my friends, at least in writing....there are quite a lot of things that actually hit my mind everytime I open the bloggers page but then since i am not that great in putting forth my thoughts I lay my thoughts back...but now I will slowly and steadily come up with whatever I have in my mind, what I feel and how has the life been so far...I feel writing is the best way of putting forward what you think. I am highly impressed by, the way my friends have been writing... every line has some meaning behind it (apart from the stories of U Know Who...which is way beyond anyone's imagination and probly doesnt make sense to anyone)....I would also love to get some inputs from everyone as to how I can improve on my writing (not handwriting) so that if not anything (CFA to be precise) at least I become a good writer by the end of March 2007...