i think its over a few months or may be, to be precise, around 6 months that i have been thinking of posting something on this page but this sloth attitude of mine wouldnt let me login and actually pen down my thoughts.
at 3 o'clock in the night, when the entire asia must be sleeping away to glory and relaxing their brain cells, i m trying to use my not so useful brain at not so right time. afterall the mercury has been at its peak for over a week now, at this sucking city of hyderabad. i have been on a leave from my work because i want to spend some time with my significant other as i m shifting my base from hyd to mumbai later this weekend. i have no idea why i m doing this but i think somewhere at the back of my mind this career thing keeps haunting me day in and day out...though seriously speaking i am not so serious or lets say i was never so serious about my career and stuff until a few months back. now, since that seriousness is building up momentarily, lets see where do i land up! i have been pondering over my decision to leave hyd or not since the beginning of this new year, 2007. let me also mention that this year (2007) has started off in a much better note, TOUCHWOOD, unlike the previous year, which was full of tragedy and drama. afterall life has changed so much in the past few months...the unexpected had happened and i was aw-struck.i had no answers to certain questions which were the product of my very own brain. but time passed and i was smart and strong enough to take some decisions. i had people supporting me and i had got one huge support.
i have seen my life moving towards a particular direction in the last few months. probably 'coz that much needed support and guidance has come to me and at almost a very right time. earlier things were moving directionless. i was a hasty decison maker, but now i see things in a new perspective altogether and at least things/life have/has started moving in a particular direction and have started making confident decisions.
in a couple of days from now, i ll b heading to a completely new world, new environment, new people and new work place. i dunno how things are going to be like but i know one thing that i ll b missin the most precious part of my life for i dunno how long. i have no interest in staying back in hyderabad but that one most important part of my life makes me think over my decision twice. at this point of time, i pray to the almighty and request him to keep my strength and confidence going higher and higher and higher.
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Well! Firstly I must apologize for not reading your post earlier. That’s only because I generally do make it a point to read other people's posts irrespective of my mood.
Dude, I agree to most of what you have mentioned about yourself and the earlier post reveals a lot about you. I am infact very surprised about its precision. In my opinion, at this age of yours and actually even mine, it sounds very juvenile when we mention 'life' or talk about 'life' as such. Whether you mean it and/or whether you have genuinely experienced a great deal, the impression formed on the other end is not too concrete.
since I, as a reader of your blog do have a chance to voice my opinion, I am doing so, so don’t take it the wrong way.. And now since I have said this, I wish to continue...
Your career is far too important than your significant other at any point of time, so don’t ever get confused while you weigh options which are important to your career or family. This 'significant other' my friend is still not your family and not as important as your career which your family has gifted you with. Now as far as I have known you and I guess I have known you better this last month, it’s your sloth and your attitude that has made you prioritize your career (which includes serious work), family, 'friend' and friends on a different scale altogether. Just take time off, reorganize your thoughts and see if you can re rank your priorities and I would bet a million, if you start posting new posts on your blog site which are of a completely diff. genre
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