How I sometimes wonder, when the time flies like a bird. These days, I dont even get the time to realize what I have been doing all day and what is it that I have been missing out on. If I were to think over my daily routine, I wonder if I will have anything to write besides office and home (just to sleep and nothing else), as I have actually had no time whatsoever to do anything else. Complains from everywhere, from home, from family and some close friends, and people; everyone singing the same tune of not giving enough time or remembering them off late. And yes they are right and it's absolutely true that I have been too engrossed in office and have had actually no time for anything else. I have to send the tickets to my cousins studying in Nainital so that they can return home in June. I have the tickets with me but have had no time to post or Fax them. But I am hoping, that by this weekend I will finish that work off. No more delaying. And when in situation like this, I wish I were some Ambani or Bachchan who would have a battery of workers around me all the time, who could do these petty chores for me as and when required. But thats not the case. So no point thinking about it.
Moreover, since the time this AC has been fitted in my room, the number hours dedicated to sleeping has increased by almost 30 to 40%. I mean earlier I used to sleep just for 5-6 hours per day (or should I call it night?), but for the last 3-4 days I have been sleeping for almost 8 hours. So this luxury is making me more lethargic day by day. Hopefully, I will get back to normal hours, otherwise I am sure I will have a plethora of work pending under my head. And this is not just one headache in life; a new headache in the form of"Marriage" has been planted in my over burdened brain. Every other day I am pestered in the name of this wonderful institution called marriage, which am completely against at this point. I mean I am just 24 years and 5 months old, and my parents and other senior family members are calling this a marriageable age. I just cant understand, what is the hurry. I think I still need to wait a couple of years before I get into this entire mess called marriage. And to tell the truth further, I have been unsuccessful in explaining either of them (my Mom or my Dad) that I really dont want to get into all this now. But then, as I told you, I have miserably failed in convincing them. Again, I wish I was some celebrity, I wouldn't have had this tension for sure. Lord! Save me. Infact, I am looking for ideas to get out of this. I hope something strikes soon otherwise I will definitely get entangled in this uncontrollable scheme in the journey of life.
Luckily, I saw this new ad in todays newspaper regarding some new courses in this institute called 'EMDI'. The courses are related to communication, journalism, public relations, etc. I have been thinking over it since morning and am planning to enroll myself for one of them so that I am busy for at least another 6-12 months. But then again, it's me who is thinking. My thoughts take ages to get converted into my final plans and it takes another century to get into the implementation stage. That is why, I sometimes think I am the best planner in the world but worst when it comes to implementing that same plan. I keep thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and that goes on till eternity. I feel I just have another couple of years in hand in case I wanna do something on the academic side. If not now, then probably never. So, I am looking for best and the most lucrative option that can add some value to my dry 'CV' and almost dead brain. I am calling my brain dead, not because there is nothing in it; it's because I have become like a robot which does same thing each and everyday with no change in any of my plans.
In the coming days I am planning to engage myself into something new, and catch up with some long lost friends and colleagues, before I get trapped in the rubble of monotonicity. I am sure it will definitely help me relax to an extent and make feel better than what I am feeling these days.
Hoping for the best!
Moreover, since the time this AC has been fitted in my room, the number hours dedicated to sleeping has increased by almost 30 to 40%. I mean earlier I used to sleep just for 5-6 hours per day (or should I call it night?), but for the last 3-4 days I have been sleeping for almost 8 hours. So this luxury is making me more lethargic day by day. Hopefully, I will get back to normal hours, otherwise I am sure I will have a plethora of work pending under my head. And this is not just one headache in life; a new headache in the form of"Marriage" has been planted in my over burdened brain. Every other day I am pestered in the name of this wonderful institution called marriage, which am completely against at this point. I mean I am just 24 years and 5 months old, and my parents and other senior family members are calling this a marriageable age. I just cant understand, what is the hurry. I think I still need to wait a couple of years before I get into this entire mess called marriage. And to tell the truth further, I have been unsuccessful in explaining either of them (my Mom or my Dad) that I really dont want to get into all this now. But then, as I told you, I have miserably failed in convincing them. Again, I wish I was some celebrity, I wouldn't have had this tension for sure. Lord! Save me. Infact, I am looking for ideas to get out of this. I hope something strikes soon otherwise I will definitely get entangled in this uncontrollable scheme in the journey of life.
Luckily, I saw this new ad in todays newspaper regarding some new courses in this institute called 'EMDI'. The courses are related to communication, journalism, public relations, etc. I have been thinking over it since morning and am planning to enroll myself for one of them so that I am busy for at least another 6-12 months. But then again, it's me who is thinking. My thoughts take ages to get converted into my final plans and it takes another century to get into the implementation stage. That is why, I sometimes think I am the best planner in the world but worst when it comes to implementing that same plan. I keep thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking and that goes on till eternity. I feel I just have another couple of years in hand in case I wanna do something on the academic side. If not now, then probably never. So, I am looking for best and the most lucrative option that can add some value to my dry 'CV' and almost dead brain. I am calling my brain dead, not because there is nothing in it; it's because I have become like a robot which does same thing each and everyday with no change in any of my plans.
In the coming days I am planning to engage myself into something new, and catch up with some long lost friends and colleagues, before I get trapped in the rubble of monotonicity. I am sure it will definitely help me relax to an extent and make feel better than what I am feeling these days.
Hoping for the best!
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